Friday, November 16, 2012

The Aftermath

[This is the final installment in a six-part series. If you haven't read the previous parts, I suggest that you go back to November 9 and start at the beginning, as each part builds on the next.]


Help arrived immediately. Out of the darkness, a beam of light shone toward our struggle and a rough voice shouted, “What’s going on?” as a person ran through the darkness toward us. My screams had somewhat arrested my attackers, and this voice and light and physical presence in immediate answer stopped them entirely. I was able to break away from the grip of the two who were holding me. By this time, others were arriving from the prayer hut with more yells. In my eagerness to escape my attackers, I’m afraid I left my rescuers on their own. I jumped past them and ran down a path toward the gazebo. As soon as I saw that I was safe, I started crying. My niece, Kaye's daughter Bethany, was the first person coming toward me on the path. It was such a relief to see someone familiar and to realize that I was safe and unharmed, and then I had adrenaline coursing through my body and became so shaky I could barely walk. By this time, there were several people around me (all strangers but Bethany), and everyone was asking me questions and wanting me to get checked by a doctor, but all I wanted was to sit down and be left alone, or with just Kaye and Bethany. I kept telling them I was okay. They finally stopped insisting that I see a doctor. I had so many feelings – thankful for God’s deliverance, glad to be alive, embarrassed about causing a scene, and just trying to calm down from defense mode. I was completely overwhelmed by it all. I looked at my left leg, and though I had known that the kid wasn’t cutting me, I almost couldn’t believe that there was no blood. I was alive. And well.

My “guardian angel,” was Karen (from Texas). Hers was an amazing story of listening to the still, small voice of the Spirit and obeying, even when it seemed ridiculous.

Karen was pretty close by–-about 20 feet, maybe–-and as soon as she heard me scream, she knew that that was it, that’s what she was there for. She sprinted to the bench, flashlight shining. I think that the excitement–and yelling while running–made her voice sound rough, deep, male, all of which was enough to startle my attackers long enough for me to get away. Anyway, by the time that she had startled them, men were pouring out of the gazebo and running our way, and the banditos could see that they were finished.

After the attack, as I sat and calmed down, Karen and others prayed over me, which was very comforting. Some prayed in tongues, which I was beginning to get used to, but I still found a little discomfitting. Still, I really appreciated their prayers, and I was keenly aware of God’s presence, protection, and provision in that moment.

Afterward I learned that the men who had come running up from the gazebo chased after the three banditos, who ran for the wall. The banditos just barely made it over the wall before our guys could catch them, so they got away. I was glad for them.

That might sound strange, given the circumstances, but I really was glad that they got away. I had seen what even the little children of Pomba did to adults many times their size and strength who were even suspected of a crime, such as stealing. They pelted them with the heaviest rocks they could pick up and launch. They especially went for the head (and they had good aim). Once the culprit was down, everyone would descend on him, kicking, scratching, biting. It did not matter whether he had been proved guilty of his “crime.” He was guilty by accusation and by his reputation. If either seemed a credible proof of his guilt, he received his punishment publicly, by the people who knew him best.

These young men who attacked me: they are the hopeless ones. The ones in the generations skipped over during the hard years, who received no education, no parenting, nothing but hardness and bitterness and hopelessness. I could not hate them. I prayed for them then, and I pray for them still. I will never know what became of them—whether they're alive or dead now. But I do believe that prayer offered in love is better for a person than a rock upside the head, so I still pray for these young men; that they will see some love, some gentleness, some understanding in the world around them. I believe that God changes people. I believe that no one is beyond God's reach.

Epilogue: Our Last Day at Pomba

Kaye and I were in the visitors’ compound when someone came in saying that there was a fire in the prayer garden, and we all needed to bring as much water as we could carry. I grabbed a box of two-liter bottles and ran out. The brush field behind the garden had been set on fire by a resident kid, who apparently did it on purpose. By the time I got out there, this fire had covered a large area and was ready to really take off in the tall, dry grass of the field. It wasn’t immediately dangerous to life and limb, since it went out as soon as the grass burned up, but it was spreading fast, burning in an ever-widening circle, as it searched for more grass to consume. The one thing that was in harm’s way was a little prayer chapel at the back of the garden. I don’t know whether there was anything else important that it might have burned if allowed to go. Of course, as it grew, and its outer edges grew wider, it took more people to try to patrol its borders to put it out. There were dozens of us, running around the edges, throwing water on it from anything we could carry. I then saw that the Africans were beating it with green branches from bushes and trees. I knew that theirs was a better way to do it. I didn’t have my knife on me, but I was finally able to wrest some little green, leafy branches from a nearby bush. My beater was far more effective than my water bottles had been, though eventually even the green leaves burned up. By the time the fire was out, my little branches were leafless. We did get it put out, but it had burned an area of maybe three-quarters of an acre. It stopped short of the prayer chapel.

While we were putting the fire out, dozens of villagers, hearing all of the commotion from the Pomba side of the wall, had hoisted themselves up and were sitting, lined up along the top of the wall, laughing, shouting, jeering, looking like they were having a good time watching us scorch our sandaled little feet while trying to put this fire out. As far as I know, none of the villagers jumped down and came over to help, but I can’t say for sure. It just seemed like they were enjoying themselves, and the laughter and shouting felt a lot like they were cheering for the fire. I felt discouraged by their apparent glee over their neighbor’s misfortune.

On the other hand, I myself was glad that the grass had burned. To me it felt like the hand of God, sending his refining fire to burn up a wicked and dark place. No one would be able to use that grass as a cover for their evil purposes for a while.   

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